I'll say this out loud now, so I own what I feel rather than my feelings own me. I'm angry and sad that I have to go through this, and fear that for all I'm going through, it might not work. For me, acknowledging what I feel is what provides me the power and integrity to maintain a positive attitude, to progress, and keep our challenge and journey in perspective - that Steve needs a part of his whole healed.
So we'll do what we need, and hope that the therapy is working. We have another month before we'll know for sure. We appreciate you keeping your fingers crossed, that we are in your thoughts and prayers, etc. that the chemo is working.
thanks for sharing. and allowing us to make this journey with you.
ReplyDeletewith love, Sandy and Jim